Stop convincing yourself you’re wasting your life away. The time you’ve spent resting and healing was and is necessary. You’re not a waste of a person if you find yourself struggling right now. Healing, recovering, sitting with your pain is foundational. It’s not a waste. You are still whole.
(via alovingfreespirit)
Good evening everyone! It is 2:28 AM in Texas. Today I had an incredible day, as I went to counseling for the first time to get help.
I’m excited to what the future holds, and I’m so happy that I chose to seek help. I know a lot of y’all have no fucking clue who I am, and I love that. All I know is that if you’re reading this, you’re beautiful and I love you. :-)
My princess is looking down from above taking care of us.
If only I could take you out one more time and walk you to chase squirrels. If only I could lay down with you one more time.
I miss you everyday princess, and I love you so much. If you could only be here one more time to listen to me vent and look at me with your adorable underbite.
You’d be proud of how far we have came, princess. Soon, I too will be chasing squirreled with you.
Till then my queen. Rest Easy.









